Duh
Surprise surprise, I stopped posting blogs. I always do this, write in a journal for a couple of days and then don’t pick it up for a couple of months. I don’t have followers, so I’m not letting anybody down. Well why not just write in a private journal, why post this online where millions of people could possibly see this? I’m not sure what the answer is seeing as I’m a shy private person. I suppose putting this out there makes me feel connected to the rest of the globe, the Global Village. When you have no followers it’s easy to post things, you know it’s out there, but you don’t feel like anyone’s looking. When someone responds or follows or shows any sign it’s odd. Normally just one person at first, you feel some weird connection like you’re the only two people in the world at the moment. Then it breaks. Usually more follow and there isn’t that same feeling, because now it’s a group. You think more about what you’re posting, trying to please yourself and them. Then you have more followers than you can count and it goes back to the beginning. You know a great deal of people are possibly looking. You revert to posting whatever you want.
